today i really so tired until want to faint somemore not enough sleep
when staff nurse giv report i felt sleepy and don't know what i writing just like the whole mind not at that environment
after the report then i go with senior to do our things
i and faster finish our things then can take a short break
we go to have our breakfast when i order 'syrup' the worker there give me 'coffee'
i cant drink coffee start from form 2 but the worker already give it so i just take it
then i sit down and eat, when finish i continue my work to do observation .
after finish all observation then our CI want us to practice some procedure that time i start my gastric paint but just a little so i just ignore it just continue my practice
today have many new admission i take over all the new admission with 1 senior
i learning from senior how to give all the orientation to client and help senior
starting that time i busy until all my friends go for lunch i still doing my work
but i not hungry just gastric paint because already drink the coffee the effect come
after i finish my work they say who didnt go for rest then can go but i not going because i still need to follow senior to do other things, i want to learn from senior so i just withstand all the paint and continue work
when somebody said HR want all morning shift student go to meeting at CI room so i and my friends rush to the meeting because already late
that time i really want to faint ler
but i still rush to the meeting, half way the HR talk someone call then they answer the call and ask who have taken thermometer then everyone check their pocket but i didnt check because that i suffering my paint
then they give feedback nobody taking that thermometer
but after HR finish answer the call i heard God saying something to me
like saying there have something in my pocket so i just check it then i saw that thermometer in my pocket then i faster rush back to wad and return back
i rush the whole way then 1 of the senior look angry and said 'next time before leave the wad must check properly ' that i was breathless and gastric paint so i just ignore her
i know that senior many people dont like her so just take it what she said
another senior saw i was suffering gastric paint so she ask me go to eat something but i still need to rush back to meeting so i just rush back without eat
after the meeting i go to take the bus to go back to hostel
in the meeting i almost faint but i still can 'tahan'
a day that many thing happen on me
i pray to God to help me to release all the thing happen on me from my mind i dont want to think back it make me sad only
today i call my mom and say many thing that have happen
she also ask to go back when have holiday
but i just have 1 day holiday if i go back i will be tired by going back and come back on the same day, so i didnt go back but i really miss my home there no stress and live more comfortable
when talking with my mom i already want to cry but i always cry in front of her
i like to keep it in my heart.....
when staff nurse giv report i felt sleepy and don't know what i writing just like the whole mind not at that environment
after the report then i go with senior to do our things
i and faster finish our things then can take a short break
we go to have our breakfast when i order 'syrup' the worker there give me 'coffee'
i cant drink coffee start from form 2 but the worker already give it so i just take it
then i sit down and eat, when finish i continue my work to do observation .
after finish all observation then our CI want us to practice some procedure that time i start my gastric paint but just a little so i just ignore it just continue my practice
today have many new admission i take over all the new admission with 1 senior
i learning from senior how to give all the orientation to client and help senior
starting that time i busy until all my friends go for lunch i still doing my work
but i not hungry just gastric paint because already drink the coffee the effect come
after i finish my work they say who didnt go for rest then can go but i not going because i still need to follow senior to do other things, i want to learn from senior so i just withstand all the paint and continue work
when somebody said HR want all morning shift student go to meeting at CI room so i and my friends rush to the meeting because already late
that time i really want to faint ler
but i still rush to the meeting, half way the HR talk someone call then they answer the call and ask who have taken thermometer then everyone check their pocket but i didnt check because that i suffering my paint
then they give feedback nobody taking that thermometer
but after HR finish answer the call i heard God saying something to me
like saying there have something in my pocket so i just check it then i saw that thermometer in my pocket then i faster rush back to wad and return back
i rush the whole way then 1 of the senior look angry and said 'next time before leave the wad must check properly ' that i was breathless and gastric paint so i just ignore her
i know that senior many people dont like her so just take it what she said
another senior saw i was suffering gastric paint so she ask me go to eat something but i still need to rush back to meeting so i just rush back without eat
after the meeting i go to take the bus to go back to hostel
in the meeting i almost faint but i still can 'tahan'
a day that many thing happen on me
i pray to God to help me to release all the thing happen on me from my mind i dont want to think back it make me sad only
today i call my mom and say many thing that have happen
she also ask to go back when have holiday
but i just have 1 day holiday if i go back i will be tired by going back and come back on the same day, so i didnt go back but i really miss my home there no stress and live more comfortable
when talking with my mom i already want to cry but i always cry in front of her
i like to keep it in my heart.....
