New Change For My Life

I dont knw why some time i feel myself like a different person and some time still immatured.

I knw many thing had happen to me for this 3 years time but i still facing it by keep on changing myself and be though for it .....i dnt knw why some of the time i can face all this problem even though all the problem can make me become psycho but i hope i can do my best and dnt show it in front of anyone

When i think back what problem and what the thing i had done, i really hope the time return bck and i want to change it all from the beginning. I know that are stupid thinking and fantasy even many people still thinking that. My life really have ruin out by so many people until i feel want to give up to this kind of life.....i sit back and think of myself and my family and also my frenz that they all are still standing behind me and support me ...i knw i dnt hav a true frenz but i still treat them as my close frenz. Last time when childhood like to fight with parents if i dnt agree what they said and what they do for me, but now i think they do all that are good for me and i really regrets what i fight bck to them.....i really LOVE THEM SO MUCH

I got a lot of thing need to said it but i think it will take a long time so i decide wont state it anymore just be as my memory in mind. I think this is the time to change my mind to set a new goal and face the coming life, because i cant change the pass so i should face the present time.... :)

All the that need to start from beginning may be hard for me but i will keep trying and going on with it, so i try my best to do it a new way and be a new person that i want to be now. No matter how hard i will face all kind of problem that will come to me, i will stand strong to continue facing the new progress.....cheers myself up and GAMBATEH !!! I CAN DO IT :)

Suck of My Life

i already tired for all this keep on turning on ..in my life
when all this can be stop ,so that i have a most memorable life
even i want all this to be change but still come bck to me the same thing
i already dnt knw how to see a personality of others becoz of all this

An Elephant & A Mouse Story (new edition)

If u really want to have a real WAR then u hav to come to me ...not me to come to admit all this....all this is your want to knw about and not me to face a stupid and fucking u are .....(elephant & mouse)

I also admit myself have the wrong in many things....but u're more wrong becoz didnt change yourself after people have said the truth of u

If i'm a bitch and wat u are ....u are such a CHILDISH person, fucking FAKER'S that no1 knw about it but i knw many thing about u .....just i didnt said it out yet, if u really want me to list down ...i will do it happily and write in a long list for u to see wat the truth that had happen behind u and u had blindly happy go lucky

i will list it down that wat i knw as below:

Elephant said: that 'mouse' skinny until no boobs.....and like to show off many guy
pic that she hav and dnt knw whether she saying the truth or just
copy and paste from others place to showing off that she are
attracted by guy ....

Mouse said : why suddenly that 'elephant' be nice to u(1 person).....the body
already so big size and no wonder got no guy like her ...she so
irritating....why she like alwaz dnt hav money until borrow other
people money....

Mouse actually is the PRETENDER & BACK STABBER even to her best frenz

One day , 1 of the pig walk pass by to the forest and over heard all the conversation that animal are talking and this PIG were so BIG MOUTH and wanted to share all the 'good news' regarding the conversation of the animal was talking behind that Elephant & Mouse ....

the PIG was so happy becoz of this news and she can become so popular among her frenz

The animal from the forest wanted to react as innocent so they started to build up their own theories and they blame the peacock's for being pretender whereby actually in their heart they knw truly that they are the REAL BITCH AND SLUT!!!!!!!!!!