I dont knw why some time i feel myself like a different person and some time still immatured.
I knw many thing had happen to me for this 3 years time but i still facing it by keep on changing myself and be though for it .....i dnt knw why some of the time i can face all this problem even though all the problem can make me become psycho but i hope i can do my best and dnt show it in front of anyone
When i think back what problem and what the thing i had done, i really hope the time return bck and i want to change it all from the beginning. I know that are stupid thinking and fantasy even many people still thinking that. My life really have ruin out by so many people until i feel want to give up to this kind of life.....i sit back and think of myself and my family and also my frenz that they all are still standing behind me and support me ...i knw i dnt hav a true frenz but i still treat them as my close frenz. Last time when childhood like to fight with parents if i dnt agree what they said and what they do for me, but now i think they do all that are good for me and i really regrets what i fight bck to them.....i really LOVE THEM SO MUCH
I got a lot of thing need to said it but i think it will take a long time so i decide wont state it anymore just be as my memory in mind. I think this is the time to change my mind to set a new goal and face the coming life, because i cant change the pass so i should face the present time.... :)
All the that need to start from beginning may be hard for me but i will keep trying and going on with it, so i try my best to do it a new way and be a new person that i want to be now. No matter how hard i will face all kind of problem that will come to me, i will stand strong to continue facing the new progress.....cheers myself up and GAMBATEH !!! I CAN DO IT :)
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