NOTHING CAN BE CHANGE

NOTHING CAN BE CHANGE

Saturday, May 23, 2009

nurses day & the past

today all the nurses wake up early getting to go to celebrate nurses day at desa water park,
i and my frenz feel so tired becoz of not enough sleep

already in the bus, listen to my music hehe....

view that on the way to desa water park


rises of the sun


when we arrive there we still need to line up and register to take the ticket and one bag that inside have roti, mineral water and a cup
when it open then all also walk in and look around the environment, 1st we go to the hall to gather there hav to listen to the opening speech and some game
but we didnt involve in the game just go and play
haha.....

when come to the place all also look like kids playing around
i and my frenz went to the shock wave and use a float and sit on it to enjoy
it's nice but when the sun getting hot i and my frenz jump down frm the float becoz it's too hot we just find a shelter place and play there. while playing we also enjoy the music and dance in the water it's cool yeah......

at 3pm something i already stop playing becoz already so tired and hot cant tahan ler
i go to take a bath i see my whole body already become darker OMG....
i already look dark nw more darker haiz......
after sometime only can my skin already sunburn, redness , hot, dry and pain on the skin
nowsday whether is hot and didnt hav rain make us easily get sick
the sunburn of the most serious part is my mouth dnt knw how can sunburn on my mouth
wa....its become red like already put on lipstick, dry and hot leh.....

after i take my bath then i and karen just rest on a bench and see others play when nothing to do i take picture using my phone












sitting under a big umbrella also feel hot and wind also not much like want to dip into the water and dnt want to come out frm the water.

we go back to college at 5 pm then ah pat said van will come at 7pm
1st i say dnt want to go but i'm feel very stress then i choose to go to see whether god can help.

today i pray for so long after all people walk out frm there i still sitting there with jessy and ying ying, i didnt feel like that before dnt knw why today i pray for so long and cry until non stop
i pray that my family can trust god, let me get out frm one of the problem, and my study also la
i thought i can forget about everything that had happen on me but when today i pray and said let all the things get out frm me but god make me to look back all the things that i realy dnt want to think so i just cry and cry
i continue to pray to god and say dnt let that person alwaz disturb me and kick it out of my life i already so stress on that person and study all together
haiz.....i say to god that i'm realy so tired ........to hav all this things disturbing my life
today so tired after playing at desa water park then cry somemore oh.....tired

2mrw need to study hard ler ...........

Friday, May 22, 2009

buying all my stok

last night i sleep at 4 am then at 7 am my next door frenz knock my door and ask me ' is that confirm today no class' that time my eyes also cannot open then she ask this kind of question (angry)
after that i want to sleep back but cannot already awake but at 8am something i sleep back.
then again another time at 1oam pei ching come and find me and said to me 3 pm go to tesco and buy things that time i'm so blur and cannot open my eye too.
then i ask myself why like that alwaz have people knock my door in not appropriate time
i need to sleep ar........
then i already can't sleep back just wake up and sit on the chair to rest for half an hour only go to take a bath.

then at 3 pm i and pei ching take a cab go to tesco, we walk the whole tesco and already buy so much of things, i saw the things i want i just take it and see the price too.
there have one of the things i already long time didnt drink it then i just buy
haha.....









the resit so long haha,.....


wa.....i buy so much of things until more than rm100

i get shock of the price but no choice all the things i need de already finish
haiz.....spend money again

Thursday, May 21, 2009

bo ming gia, gia lai zo

today have communication & public relation exam, i just sleep 2 hours last night then i wake up and study again, then i go exam hall before i walk in to exam hall i have memories the points that are important but when i see the question my whole brain can be blank for that
i so angry already 2nd time i become like that

after exam we listen to tutor talk about MQA want to come then need us to go to class tomorrow to clean all the demo room. after she finish the talk then we go back to our room
wow.....so happy can go back and rest yeah.......
go back to my room then go to take a shower, suddenly a msg i receive said 'all must back to class and just wear simple t-shirt becoz hav to clean demo room nw then 2mrw no need to go to class '
after i saw that msg i quickly wear my clothes and go to class
that time i realy so tired not enough sleep but need to do work( faint......)
after all cleaning finish a senior said need 4 person to go dwn and help them
then i and some of my frenz follow her walk in a meeting office then i thought need to arrange all the document that was put on the floor de
senior then said to us tears all the paper that put on the box
oh my god ......that so many there and just 6 of us doing on that dnt knw need to do until what time haiz.....
beside that all of us hvnt eat lunch yet, all feel tired and not enough sleep + hungry
no energy want to faint ler still need to do things
after a moment we cannot tahan ler then msg others frenz come dwn and help
i very appreciate that they giv us a hand and help us to do it faster....
all of us tirying of tearing all that paper
i dnt knw why they dnt just take all that to go for recycle why must tears it until all of us hand also pain
ms. normah then ask us want de past year note or not then we all quickly said 'yes'
it can giv us additional knowledge if we didnt take it they will want us to tears all that so 'bazir'
look like they not save the tree but make it worse

tearing all those paper





all also beh tahan liao so hungry and headache still need to do all this
after we finish we rush to the indian restaurant to eat roti canai
haha....
but after all the tiredness we 2mrw no need to go to class wuhuuuuu........
can sleep until enough only wake up