really crazy and angry

wat kind of thing i do that no 1 like me
i hate people that dnt knw everything and didnt know about me
and said something that not nice to hear
u thought i'm wat your enemy or your object to fuck of everytime

if u dnt knw about me dnt said too much
actually u wrong
u more disgusting and more ugliest things that i never ever seen it before
a people like u wont hav a real frenz for so long
pls i advice u go and see yourself in front of a mirror
wat a person u are
then only said other people
not all also like to follow wat u want
if u want a person follow wat u said then better u buy a robot at home and use it as wat u like it to be

THIS YEAR THINGS CAN HAPPEN REALLY ALL DIFFERENTLY

i already long time didnt write my blog.....may be this time i will write it long until no 1 want to read also
i dnt knw why others people can write so many for everyday
but for me not everyday things will happen so special all in the same routine
i already hate to be in the same routine for everyday
nothing i can do to make it interesting to my life
i like to dance but there no time for me to take any classes of dance
my time all is too pack for this nursing course
i scared may be 1 day i will become crazy by study this course
i like a freedom and enjoying lifestyle
but becoz of my parents want me to take this course i cant hav any freedom at all like others having now

sometime i think why god didnt giv me a nice decision for me to hav a beautiful life i want it my own
but i understand why god make all this to me
i hav to work hard to hav wat i really dream of all the things i want

the last half year i really use to much of time to play alot
this new half year i want to change myself
to be hardworking and also can play at the same time
hope i can do it ....

the last half year all things happen in a sudden i also cant expect why all this thing happen
sometime i think back all this situation i really upset and sometime happy
but mostly not happy at all
no1 will know about it
i like to keep in my heart
and everyday bring a smile on my face
i like forcing myself by doing all that
but all this make me grow up
if not i also dnt knw myself is wat kind of person and personality i having
i really hope i can hav a new and nice life going on after this
i dnt want alwaz be carrying all stress and sadness
it really heavy by carrying all those with me
but sometime i cant control myself to think bck all those
sometime i really want to be alone and cooldown myself

dnt knw why i cant continue to write
really hard for me to express my own word
no 1 can understand me
it like a really challenging game for me in this life

nothing special

alteady so long i didnt post my blog
actually nothing special to post all the thing happen in the same routine
like a boring life , dnt knw when this will end
i want something new and fun for me
dnt want to stay in a boring life like no entertainment for myself
haiz........

bla la la....

already lazy to update blog .......
this hari raya holiday i didnt go anywhere
so sad.....
want to meet my friend also no time
the assignment too much until my head already want to burst
my whole holiday just do assignment
and my group didnt help much just do a little
and the rest let me do they just know how to enjoy only
until i need to do all the assignment
haiz.....
why i alwaz hav a group like that

dont like it

already so long didnt update my blog ler haha.....
sometime also lazy want to update it, many things hav to study and assignment high as hill i really be crazy of all that
dnt knw which should come 1st
and suddenly thing happen again to me
i really dnt like it dnt force me
i dnt knw wat to said already : (

tired (panda)

already so long didnt update my blog it's becoz i were busy these few week and sometime dnt knw what to write also becoz my life is simple and like to be happy whatever happen on me.
that's the way i treat myself most of my frenz they also dnt knw what i'm really thinking about and my feeling too becoz i dnt like to show it in front of people like to be keep it in heart
when i cant withstand i will just pray and sometime talk to my own dnt think it....let it go on

i already many day didnt sleep well 1 day just sleep 2 or 3 hrs and sometime cant sleep also so headache and sleepy no mood. work morning shift also must wake up early walao...until report time also suffer cant concentrate also just fishing there haiz.....
i scared if continue like that i will fall sick then suffer sick again

nw i also dnt knw who am i already like already drink alcohol blur blur de
all my frenz also wat happen to me just blur when do thing haha.....
this month i spend so many money becoz of buying thing for my family
i also already decide to buy some thing to my frenz but i already spend so much on buying thing to family so i wont hav enough money to buy fro them
i feel so sorry to them plz forgive me frenz i really want to giv u all something but i cant
hope i go back to ipoh i have enough time to visit u all
i really miss u all so much

ah......miss u all and love u all too
but hope u all wont forget me
haha..........

Free Of Stress

just finish exam yesterday and all my frenz plan to go to times square to hav shopping and play at cosmo. around 15 of us go there but all walk separately i and 2 of my frenz go to shopping there and the others go to cosmo and play.
after we having breakfast only start our shopping, in the morning already alot of people there
we shop the whole times square from ground floor until the highest it's fun and enjoying by releasing stress yuhu.........yeah
all of us buy many things until also pain by holding all those things but just long time once is like that de la haha........
1 of them want to cut her hair so we just wait her outside and seat at the bench, while waitting nothing to do i and my another frenz take photo at there becoz it's boring of waiting




all the things are cheaper so we buy alot of things
girl are like that like go shopping to be happy, fun, haha.....
wow.......today so tired of shopping walk the whole day